July 9, 2009

Strange things have been happening in my universe. It’s as if leaving my company has cause a disturbance in the force and now things are all out of whack.

- I was somehow able to accidentally give myself an upper cut. It all happened so fast and I don’t understand how or why I did it.

- My water bill just arrived and my amount due is — Php -537.29. HOW IS THAT POSSIBLE? This becomes doubly puzzling when you find out that my water bill last month was Php – 30.87. Once again…how could this happen?

- I asked God for signs regarding work. I’ve prayed really hard about this for the past month or so…I didn’t get a sign. I got a firm hand on my wrist leading me away.

- I am now free to play FB games all day…but I don’t want to.

At around 9:30pm last night, I found myself staring at some middle-aged guy’s ass for almost 5 minutes.

I could have, at any time, looked away or at least focused on something else. But somehow the fact that he was cycling in front of me wearing an almost indecent pair of hot pants, paired with the fact that his butt crack was positioned directly at my eye level made it impossible to look away.

I now know what people feel when they see crime scenes. It’s gross, disgusting, disturbing and wrong yet you can’t look away.

I was in my car together with my sleeping daughter and her yaya and I found myself cursing and shouting yet still looking. It’s so sick.