November 26, 2008

Went to this site which was recommended by Toni…my results were very disturbing. WHAT THE F!

Presently, you are trying to break away from a situation that is causing you considerable worry and concern. Things are getting on top of you and you are feeling depressed almost to breaking point. Obviously there must be a way out – but at this time the solution seems to be escaping you. You want to ‘get away from it all’ and as a consequence you appear to be sullen and introverted and refuse to get involved in any discussion or arguments which could aggravate the situation. Accept the fact that ‘as you feel – so your body will respond’ and ‘pretend’ to the world about you that everything is going beautifully as, if you act as if ‘all is going well’ everything will, whether you believe it or not, work out as you would like it to.

Enough is enough. Nothing seems to be working out as you would like it to and it has got to the stage where you feel as if you can’t be bothered anymore. The way you feel is that it would be great if you could be cut off from everything and take it easy – be it only for a short time.

It is amazing that you yourself believe that old ‘adage’ that you are a misunderstood person – and you feel that because of this you are being left out in the cold. It is because of this lack of believed understanding that you feel the need to conform to society in general – but this situation leaves you ‘cold’ knowing that you are not appreciated for your true self. Any relationship that you are developing at this time does not seem to involve any true emotional commitment, you seem to be just playing along.

Whatever you strive to do, something always seems to be holding you back. There is no subterfuge in you. You are a clear thinker and all you demand from life, in a relationship, is a partner whom you can trust and with whom you can, together, develop a foundation of trust based on understanding. You are your own person and you demand freedom of thought to follow your own convictions. You have no interest in ‘two-timing’ and all you seek is sincerity and ‘straight-dealing’.

You are fed up with other people trying to influence you and you also feel that it is necessary to protect yourself from the threat that your independence and freedom may be restricted. You would just like to be left alone.

Woohoo…someone went crazy with pictures again. =)

During our Tarlac Trip Andrea had a BLAST seeing the animals. My cousin’s house has pigs, lamb, ducks, dogs, carabaos, etc. It was like being in a petting zoo!

Here Andrea is trying to find away to catch those ducklings…I stopped her because I pitied the ducklings. =)

Here’s Andrea doing what she loves to do…pick leaves. Doesn’t her hair just remind you of Beyonce in Goldmember? Hahaha

This shot convinced me that she really is a big girl now. =(

The toy that she’s holding now is the best value for our money EVER. Ruy got that for 30 pesos (including a plastic shampoo and a plastic tub) and Andrea has been playing with it for months. She calls the baby, baby doll and she takes it with her when she goes swimming. Here she tries to make baby doll sit

Here she is telling me something…I never did understand what she was trying to say.

And what do you do when your mom gets mad at you for throwing the crayons off the side of your chair? You look at her this way

And then you do it again

I was tagged by Vicki. Here we go:

Here are the rules:
1. Each blogger must post these rules.
2. Each blogger starts with ten random facts/habits about themselves.
3. Bloggers that are tagged need to write ten facts about themselves. You need to choose ten people to tag and list their names.
4. Don’t forget to leave them a comment telling them they’ve been tagged and also to read your blog.

10 Random Facts/Habits about ME:
1. I am very much into family.  My immediate family, my extended family, my inlaws…love them all

2. I have control issues.

3. I have a soft spot for old people.

4. Saturday morning to late afternoon are 100% mommy and kids time.

5. I get bored when I’m only doing one thing.

6. My ideal day would start at around 6 am…I like early mornings

7. I absolutely need my peace and quiet. I get grumpy when I’m exposed to too much noise and jabber.

8. I am one hell of a stage mother when it comes to Andrea’s milestones. When she counted out loud for the first time last Saturday I felt like my heart was going to burst with pride. I am extremely OA about this…

9. I NEED alone time. I get excited at the thought of being alone.

10. I love love love breakfast

This was easy: I am tagging Jen, Van, Ruy, Litzie, Numi, Affiekins. Ack! I only have 5 people. Oh well, have fun ladies!

A friend once told me that according to her dad only stupid people get bored. I took this to heart and would do everything within my power to try and avoid admitting that I am indeed bored. Unfortunately nothing works right now, I have tried to do so much and yet I am still bored. I tried watching DVDs, reading books, even tried reading alli reviews but to no avail. I am still booooooooooooored.

I love love love reading books. I don’t know why or when it started I just remember always being mesmerized by the books owned by my aunt who lives next door.  My aunt was a preschool teacher who would take home lots of children’s book and being a child I was happy.

I remember feeling so frustrated at not being able to read the books myself. I remember bringing the books over to where I was living and asking my aunt to read for me…she would end up falling asleep more often than not and I’d be left with a book with a lot of pictures and with me not knowing what it’s about. 

This strengthened my resolve to learn how to read. Which I did pretty early and I have never stopped.