Too Old?

I was looking at the TokiDoki purses from LeSportsac. I loved the look and the colors, then I put it down. Ruy asked why I chose not to buy it…I said I felt too old for it. Ruy then replied “Okay, that’s a good reason”

Was it a good reason?

I’m 25 for goodness sakes. I should be prancing around in Tokidoki’s and aimlessly bumming.

Yet I’m not.

I’m scared of my mistakes as Andrea could mimic them. I’m scared that I might not be the best role model for Andrea. I’m scared of being lazy…

I can’t be reckless, I have Andrea. 

I’m in a job where I panic at the thought of being absent. I’m absent now yet I’m working from home.

I don’t understand…when did I grow old that way? Have you seen my childhood?