Last Post As A Single Woman

Imagine that! After years and years of preparing for this moment, it’s finally here. It’s never really been the wedding I’ve been anticipating, it’s the marriage. As it draws closer and closer emotions start to surface. The most obvious would be excitement, something big is about to happen. A major step which will have major consequences in the future. Exciting would be an understatement. A close second would be sadness. Things will definitely change,for the better? I don’t know, a change is a change is a change. Any change wether it be good or bad would bring about more changes. I’m dreading leaving the house I’ve grown up in (true we have had several houses but the Marikina house will always be the closest and dearest to me) and most importantly the people who’ve seen me through everything. People who’ve been with me long before Ruy even knew me. Sad, because as Patrick said “It’s the end of an era…”

The Liv that a lot of people knew back then seems like a very vague memory. The strong, crazy woman who never knew what was happening in school but would definitely know the latest stocks in Beauty Bar. The woman who has read every fashion magazine the one who spends thousands on make-up. The indulgent, lazy, impulsive, Madonna loving woman.

I look at that description and I don’t even recognize that person…Things have changed so much with me. I have become more serious, more focused, more intense, yet remaining just as crazy.

I look at the change that I went through and I realized that maybe, changing is not necessarily bad. Maybe this new phase would bring about things which are even more fantastic than what I have now.