August 30, 2006

I’m drowning with everything that’s happening in my life.

Work, yes the work that I love is beginning to be overwhelming. I have so much I need to do and so little time to do them. My fault for setting unrealistic deadlines. Oh well…working 12 hour days doesn’t seem to be helping though…24 hours maybe?

Wedding. Our Civil Wedding is set on Sept. 8 and it’s really stressing me out. Ruy’s family is having issues because of the brother getting seriously ill, which makes Ruy very irritable and sensitive. I ask a small question and we end up getting into a fight. He’s stressed and so am I that’s why we’re clashing. I told him I give up, I don’t need this extra stress…I told him he and his family could take care of everything, I’ll just pay for whatever needs my share and I’m done. Of course that’s not what’s happening right now. I’m still the one stressing over it.

Wedding Rings. The designer called and told me that she couldn’t find diamonds that fit the size which I wanted, would I mind having bigger diamonds instead? HELLO!!! Are you kidding? Of course I don’t mind! My half eternity ring with 4 diamonds (and 3 sapphires) would now have a combined total weight of 0.48 carat. Not bad…i’m happy! Problem is…Ruy doesn’t know yet…hehehe

Family. My lola’s unhappy about the fact that I’ll be living with Ruy (even if it’s only during the weekends), she wants me there with her at home…typical lola.

Andrea. Andrea’s being very nice now. Not causing any problems…good girl!